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About Me Member Wise Ass kakashixangieFemale/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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how i feel now...

Wed Aug 5, 2009, 2:57 PM
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: "diary of jane" breaking benjamin
  • Reading: pride prejudice & zombies
  • Watching: spongebob squarepants
  • Playing: with my myspace
  • Eating: im on a diet
  • Drinking: diet snapple
me & teh Jesse are now on break...we didnt "break up" technically per say as much as just on a break until we can meet back up for good after college...i like the way this feels...i wish we had done it sooner though, partially because, i feel as though i needed him the most at this stage of my life, with the move, the hate from my family, the abandonment of friends, the fear of failure, the fear of even more loss...it really only hurts cuz i feel as though i lost him as a best friend...not so much lost as much as it feels like he went from a BEST friend, to a friend....like some of the things we arent going to do anymore, cuz its things that 'couples' do; Best friends do as well, like having conversations till 6 in the morning, random 2 am calls to see if they're still awake (lolz)...some of the things the things we cant do i do miss, like we're not allowed to talk as much, not allowed to mention cuddling each other or anything like that...i guess im okay with it...i mean if its for personal growth then i guess its the best...i still love him & he still loves me, its just us, separating ourselves from each other a little more...it feels good...it just feels right...i mean i'll think about it too much into detail & it'll hurt...but then i think about all the good its doing for us, then i feel a little better then i talk to lauryn & i feel totally better lol....thats all...

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  • Interests: drawing, acting like a complete ass, being random, making u love me, & dancing like noodl
  • Favourite movie: RENT, roll bounce, white chicks,
  • Favourite band or musician: My Chemical Romance, Panic at the Disco, three days grace, 30 seconds to mars, Metro Station
  • Favourite genre of music: all kinds...except country...bleh
  • Favourite artist: Angelickuru, QTHUCKLEBY
  • Favourite poet or writer: Shel Silverstein,thekeyzrox,masashi,tite,hatori
  • Favourite photographer: my grandpa Frank
  • Favourite style of art: traditional Jasc paint shop pro 8 adobe photshop
  • Operating System: well first i give them an ass ton of novocain then proceed to slice open =3
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod nano
  • Shell of choice: Hermit crab =D
  • Skin of choice: the one i wear EVERYDAY
  • Favourite game: Rayman, guitar hero, call of duty 2, gears of war & uzumaki chronicles
  • Favourite cartoon character: kurama,ruroni,edward,kakashi,yuki,sonji,hiei,stewie,fry,peter,renten,ms.tahoe,spike,cloud,edward,&am
  • Personal Quote: orbiting apples batman!
  • Tools of the Trade: hammer nails etc.

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thankies :3

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1 tbl sp. emo
1/2 cup sp. funny
3 lumps of badass
2 tea sp. of pure love
4 tbl sp. HUGS
a pinch of bitch please!
& finish off by sprinkling little bits of concern & trust =D
then VOILA, uv'e just made someones day!
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Thanks For The Fav

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